Angelic..........

Angelic
As the storm clouds release their brutal rage
i take comfort in the rain
im lost in the shroud of angelic tears
it washes away my pain

each day lasts an eternity
since we had to part
the cruel thoughts then run through my mind
make me realize that there is something missing in my heart

im fearful of the impending loss
that i just might have to endure
i think its just stupidity
but at times im not too sure

an angelic hand reaches out
and helps me through the day
it lets me know you love me
and soon ill be there to stay

this time apart is cruel
but its something we must do
because after all this time has passed
ill be back with you

Together Forever............

Your heart has been broken and scattered around.
But someone took the time until each piece was found.

He hunted and waited till the timing was right.
Got down on one knee and asked for a wife.

Your love for each other is so plain to see.
Together forever, you’re both meant to be.

Now a light shines out from deep within.
Knowing your life will be spent with your best friend.

Your wedding day is here and you’re surrounded by love.
As God looks over you from the heavens above.

The vows have been said, you’re now husband and wife.
With the rings on your hand, you begin your new life!

I wrote this for a good friend of mine on her wedding day!

I M Going To Miss Him................

I’m Going To Miss Him
Best wishes, cheers, hugs and kisses
spread throughout the room
as family and friends gather
to congratulate the bride and groom

he proudly stands next to her
with stars in his eyes
they looks so happy, so in love
it makes me want to cry

childhood memories surface
blurring my vision
as I watch them both
walking down the aisle

I can’t help but feel
sadness overwhelm my soul
seems it was just yesterday
when we were ten years old

playing tag on the merry go round
nobody ever said we’d grow up so fast
but somehow, we wound away the years
making memories to last

you know, its funny
how life takes you by surprise
I never thought this day would come
when I’d have to say goodbye

Trying To Say All That Lies Whithin

Life begins an unusual trend,
From the start, till the end,
Have been trying to live tall,
But things eventually get a downfall,

Silence does mean a lot,
I’ve been so silent for all that thought,
Loosing everything for what I fought,
But there is something dear that I’ve lost,

A need for change I began to feel,
All these cuts & so many burns to heal,
I’ve been trying to say all that’s within,
But all I manage to give is a grin,

This negativity has placated my mind,
My emotions are the ones I’m bind,
Tried to say all that’s on my mind,
But consequences are all that I can define,

Pain & remorse have been my friends,
They keep pushing me from all ends,
Tried to own all this torture I go through,
But I feel weak; I know it’s tru

You’ve been my thought; you’ve been my strength,
You’ve been the one I’d always depend,
Tried to tell you all this truth,
But all along I was afraid to loose you,

Read my mind, read these tears,
Read these lines of despair my dear,
I’ve tried to tell all that lies within,
But you never asked me why I grinned?

Vasant............

Sarson ke rang sa ,Mahuea ki gandh sa..

ik geet aour kaho MausameVasant ka...

honthon pe aane do ruke huea bol..

Rangon me basne do Yadon ke hindol..

Aalkon me Jharne do.Gehratti sham..

Jheel me pighalne do pyarr ke paigam..

Aapno ke sang sa,Behtti umang sa..

ek geet aour kaho mausame vasant ka..

Maliyanil.Jhonkon mein duubte Dalan..

Kesariya hone do bahon ke sivan..

aangon me khilne do tesuu ke Fhool..

Sanson tak behne do reshmi dukool..

tittli ke rang sa,udhtti patang sa..

ek geet aour kaho mausame Vasant ka..

Tera Saath.............

Agar sath hota tera jindagi mein..

mujhe isse koii shikayat na hotii..

na din raat khote ,na jazbat rote..

Agar sath tera...

hai mere tasavur mein tuu jane kyun kar..

kyun mujhko khud se bhi Apna sa lage...

tu hai uss nagar mein..

main hun is dagar pe...

Kyun fir bhi tera ahsass jage..

Agar sath tera....

Mai ake Aurat Hun...........

Mai dharti hun...jeewan ka stotr...

main vo samay jo rukta nahi...

main jal hun...ik behti naddi...

ha aapar shakti meri kokh mein...

main dhal sakti hun khud ko...

kisi bhi aakar..roop mein...

main hun aag...

main hun dhool vinash...



Main ik pathar hun...majboot aatm nirbhar...

ek nayi kopal...main phool...

main hi patjadh ka peela patta...

main ik pedh hun...ek tuti shakha...gehari jadh...

main prakirti hun...

main ek aurat hun...

Nazar...........

Mana har nazar apnoan ki nahin hoti,
moahabat yahan har ek se nahin hoti,

mohabat hi hai jo gairon ko apna banati hai,
duniya ki bheed se do ajnabiyon ko milati hai,

kya hum soche zindagi humko kya de jati hai,
humko toh chahahat ki haar mein bhi jeet nazar aati hai.........


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mohabat chupane ka naam nahin,
woh toh aankhon se bhi nazar aati hai,


kisi ko kisi se chahat soch ke hoti nahin,
woh toh ehsaas hi hai jo rishta jodd jate hai..........

Muskurane ka vaqt...........

zindagi muskurane ka waqt deti nahin,
zindagi mein muskurahat layi jati hai,

manzil khud chal ke kisi ko paati nahin,
manzil ko bus hoslon se haasil ki jati hai,

muqadar se umeed ko banaya jata nahin,
umeed se muqadar ki rekhayen banayi jati hai...

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hum kisi ko apna banate nahin,
koi kisi pe yeh ehsaan karta nahin,



chahat hi hoti hai jo duriyon se ghabrati nahin,
dur agar ho bhi koi apna toh tanhai satati nahin,



muskaan kabhi khud pyari hoti nahin,
jab tak chahat mein woh dubi hui hoti nahin......

Andheron me rahne do.............

Mujhe andheron me rehne do, yeh mere apne hain...

inhi anderon me mujhko mera yarr mila...



thi baithi kab se aas ka ka diya jalaye hue...

inhi andheron mein mujhe uske hone ka ehsaas mila...



inhi andheron me vo chup se chala aata hai...

vo mujhse bat kare, mujhko vo sehlata hai...



yeh andheren jab koi saath na ho mujhe pe pyar barsate hain,

roshni se door kisi apne ki aghosh mein mujhe le jate hai...



kya shikawa karoon inn andheron se inmein mujhe sansar mila,

jab saaya bhi saath chor gaya tab uske pyar ka mujhe sansaar mila...............



mujhe andheron me rehne do yeh mere apne hain...

inhi andheron me hi toh mujhe khud ke hone ka astitav mila

Longing.........

I long for your kisses,
to feel your heart
beat against mine.
I long for your love,
so sweet and divine.
I want you to hold me,
and whisper in my ear.
I yearn to touch you
and feel you near.
I miss you more than
I could ever say,
and I think of you
a million times each day.
And I want you to know
that I carry your love with me
wherever I go.

Distant Shores...........

Speak softly
when I come to town.
Take my hand
and put it
in your lap.
Stroke my temples
and let your voice
soothe my soul
like a lullaby.
Caress me with a smile
and arrest me
with your charm.
Let the beauty
of your soul
radiate into mine.
Strike a flame
in my heart
that will keep me warm
when we stand
on distant shores,
long again apart.

Thank You...........

Thank you for the happiness
and love you've given me;
for the sunshine your smile
fills my heart with every day;
for the long, cozy nights
spent snuggling by the fire;
for the hope, the light,
the shelter from the storm,
and the desire to live life
to the fullest
that you always inspire.
You offer me so many gifts,
in so many ways,
and every day,
I pray that you'll always
be here to share my life.
I can only hope that
I can return all of these gifts to you.
I live to make you happy,
because I love you
now and forever.

In Your Heart..........

I haven't been myself.
Since I fell in love with you,
my whole world changed.
I rediscovered the dreams
I'd hidden in a drawer
and found my priorities rearranged.

My friends barely recognized me
after I met you;
for as our love deepened and grew,
the hope and aspirations
I'd cloistered away
blossomed anew.

And it's my undying hope
that the bond we forged
shall ever remain
for I've placed my hope for tomorrow
in your heart.
I never want to be myself again.

nagme.........

vo aaye dill tham sa gaya..

aaj kya yad aayakhuda jane..

mehfile umeed kab khwab hui .kaun jane..

kya sach hai kya afsane...

kaun shama kaise parvane..

ik yad aai ,ik yad gaee..

kyun kiski kaun jane..

sare chehre the jane pehchane..



na karo aab mujh ko ruswa...

kya kam kiya hai duniya ne..

aab na aarjoo koi ,na hi umeed..

kyun na tum jano na hum jane..

Arz Kiya Hai............

Khud ko khud ki khabar na lage,
Koi accha bhi is kadar na lage
Aap ko dekha hai bas us nazar se,
Jis nazar se aap ko nazar na lage

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hosle had tak aazmaya nahi karte,
jo ho apne unhi sataya nahi karte,
chahne wale bhi waqt ke lamhon ki tarah hote hai
jo beet jaye to laut k aaya nahi karte....

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kuch duniya ke zulm-o-sitam ne, toofaan uthaa rakha hai
kuch teri tamannaon ne, deewaana banaa rakha hai

vaada yeh na mujhse maango, main tumko bhulaa dun jaan
kahiiN phool ne bhi khushbu ko, apne se judaa rakha hai

All For You............

If the ships I sent forth
never return from sea,
and the castles I built
are razed by the storm,
I'll survive as long
your love sustains me.
You're the reason I
take up the sword,
why I stand and dare,
and the love in your eyes
rescues me from despair.
You give me the courage
and strength I need to fight,
and if my journey
gets off course,
your love sets it right.
And I vow that
all of my worldly
fights and flights,
I cling to so steadfast and true,
which bear rewards of
success or might,
I undertake for you.

You Went First......

Though you went first, my love,
I never walk alone,
for you live in my heart
with all the happiness we've known.
And though you're gone,
our love remains the same.
Each step I take,
I hear you call my name.
Even on the days
when it's difficult to cope,
I feel your hand in mine
and let you give me hope.
And I'll persevere
until my last battle is fought,
drawing on the strength
that loving you has brought.

You R Special..............

You are special,
because you're someone's friend.
You've touched someone's life
in a unique way
like no one else could.
You've been there when
someone needed you,
when someone felt
sad and all alone.
You've given comfort.
You've made someone smile.
You've been there to celebrate
the good times,
and to lend an ear when
someone needed you to listen.



You are special,
because you're my friend,
and I appreciate everything
you've done for me.

Depression..............

She awakes to a dark day,
closes her eyes and wishes
that life would fade away.
It's a major struggle
to get out of bed,
when depression is tugging
her spirit down like lead.
It's hard for her to even
lift a comb to her hair,
when invisible pain
has her heart wrapped in tears.
Inspiration dulls
as her spirit sinks,
making it hard to function,
impossible to think.
The dust goes unnoticed,
and the chores remain undone.
Everything falls behind,
bit by bit,
one by one.
But she'll make it
through this time,
knowing the dark days
don't last forever.
Time is always moving,
tugging at another lever.
Soon the shadows will fade
and lift the weight within.
The sun in hiding now
will rise and shine again.

U Hv The Right..........

You have the right to be who you want to be, to live your life how you wish to live it.


You have the right to your opinion--to your likes and dislikes. You don't have to like or approve of something just because someone else does.


You have the right to refrain from doing something that you feel is wrong, injurious, or that goes against your beliefs.


You have the right to be respected for your decisions. Some people may not understand the choices you've made or what it's like to walk in your path, but you should have confidence in knowing that you made the right decision anyway.


You have the right to privacy, and what you tell someone in confidence should never be betrayed.


You have the right to express your opinions and feelings; however, you must always consider other people's feelings in doing so.


You have the right to feel confident about your work, skills, talent and in being yourself.


You have the right to pursue your dreams.


You have the right to enjoy the time spent with your friends and family.


You have the right to be happy and to greet each new day with hope.

U Can Endure..............

Each day that you
continue your journey
through life,
may you pause long enough
to take in God's many gifts
and view them with
the wonder of a child.
May each blossom,
each tree,
each refreshing breeze,
each bird song,
each butterfly,
each sunrise,
each sunset,
revitalize your spirit
and remind you
of the many things
you have to be thankful for.
And may these miracles
of life always lead you
back to His love.

Journey through Life...........

Each day that you
continue your journey
through life,
may you pause long enough
to take in God's many gifts
and view them with
the wonder of a child.
May each blossom,
each tree,
each refreshing breeze,
each bird song,
each butterfly,
each sunrise,
each sunset,
revitalize your spirit
and remind you
of the many things
you have to be thankful for.
And may these miracles
of life always lead you
back to His love.

Stretch Your Wings........

My dreams saved me.
Through them,
I escaped a trail of tears
and eluded the unyielding darkness
that had imprisoned me
in its icy clutch.
I let the wind carry me
on its shoulders
until I climbed above
the treetops,
and from up there,
I realized how
small and trivial
the obstacles below were.
And I found the sunshine
and inspiration
that had been missing
from my life.
Yes, my dreams saved me,
gave me purpose
so that I could soar
higher than I ever imagined--
all I had to do was
stretch my wings.
Have you stretched
your wings today?