I Held Your Hand...............

I held ur hand..n walkd the road
of which i nevr thot before..

n u guided me thru the dark niches
wid u it seemed i can cross a thousnd ditches

u looked at me..n told me every time
dat u r wid me ..only me..u sounded sweetr den a windchime

wen i was scared n distraught
u were dere 2 tell me dat u luvd me..a lot..

n when i askd u if u wud eva fly away
cuz den i wont b able 2 handle myslf...frm the path Of lyf...i wud stray..

n u hushed me n reassured
dat il always b curld in ur arms secured..

bt fate..betrayed me..cuz u cud never
n came a night..it ws raining..like i had neva seen ever...

a bolt of lightning struck me deep within
n i woke up 2 find u gone..n i ws scared again..din noe where 2 begin..

n i ws in de middle of sum where..which i had neva seen
dis course..i knew i had seen before with u..it ws soo bful...
n nw 2 my fear it has turnd chilling
i kept asking myself where u went..cuz no1 else was there
n winds kept tellng me..am all alone..realy i dnt want to be alone i m nothin widout u n i cant live plz nw tk cr of everythin.i trust u alot

THE ROSE................

I am the rose and you are my thorns
clutching to me, protecting me

I am the sun, you are my rays,
helping me to shine and to be all that I can.

I am the lake, you are my water,
filling me with ideas, dreams,
and hopes for the future.

I am the tree, you are my leaves,
sharing who and what I am
and becoming an important part of my life.

I am the heart, and you are my beat,
beating rhythmically to my happiness,
my fear, my sadness, my excitement.

I am me and you are with me,
to share all that I am,
to share life, love and happiness
ALWAYS.

I will Love You..........

As I look at the stars at night
And dream of what is to be...
My heart begins to smile
For it's you I see

You're the one who makes me laugh
When things are looking bad
You're the one who makes me smile
When I am feeling sad
You're the only one for me
you brighten up my day
You're the sunshine of my life
you chase dark clouds away.

I think of you each day
my mind is set on you
You bring the best in me
with the sweet things you do.

Sweetheart, this love for you is true
And know forever I will Love You.

What Is Happiness?????????...............

WHAT IS HAPPINESS...??

ask me...
n i dnt know...
smile on my lips has become the thing of past....
my eyes get filled when i think of you..n pain spread all over my heart...
you come in mah dreamz only to ,,,remind me that you are far awayy...n very far..
memories are no more helping,,they only tear my heart apart....
and now i want your smile,,, to take away my sorrow again.....
your soft touch to relieve my heart from pain.........
I want the beautiful world we live in.....
"I MISS YOU" "I MISS YOU" "I MISS YOU" "I MISS YOU"

ZAROORI KAAM HAI LEKIN ROZANA BHUL JATA HUN,
MUJHE TUM SE MOHABBAT HAI BATANA BHUL JATA HUN,
TERI GALIYON MEIN PHIRNA ITNA ACHHA LAGTA HAI ,
MAIN RASTA YAAD RAKHTA HUN THIKANA BHUL JATA HUN,
BAS ITNI BAAT PAR MAIN LOGON KO ACHHA NAHI LAGTA,
MAIN NEKI KAR TO DETA HUN JATANA BHUL JATA HUN,
SHARARAT LE KE ANKHON MEIN WO TERA DEKHNA TAUBA,
MAIN TERI NAZRON PE JAMI NAZREN JHUKANA BHUL JATA HUN,
MOHABAT KAB HUI KAISE HUI SAB YAAD HAI MUJHKO,
MAIN KAR KE MOHABAT KO BHULANA BHUL JATA HUN.

ARZ kiya Hai............

Dil main teri soorat tujhe dikhlaa na sake
Chah kar bhi tujhe apna bana na sake

Mast hawaaon ne hazaar baar pukaara
Bina dori ke patang hum ouraa na sake

Waqt ke sang yaaddain kam hoti gayi
Wo puraani ghazal phir dohraa na sake

Dil jeetnay ke khel main hum rahe anaari
Baazi apni sahi kismat ko haraa na sake

Jab se tamaasha dekha teri beroukhi ka
Ankhon ko chain ki nind sulaa na sake

Jiss ke janam letay hi tum ne maar daala
Ous chaahat ko mai phir jalaa na sake

Guftagoo ka hi jo bandh kar diyaa tumne
Ous darwaaze ko phir se khulwaa na sake

Mushkil hai tujhe sabab-e-judaai sunaana
Siwa-e-Khuda kissi ko bhi batlaa na sake

Yado me aapki har baat rahegi,
Zindagi aapki dostise abad rahegi,
Chahe bhulade jamane ko ham,
Magar ye pyarisi dosti hamesha yad rahegi...

******

Kahin chirag kahin rishte nahi milte,
Ham ek jahan me hote hue nahi milte,
Base raho hamari ankhon me khwabki surat,
Ke tut jaye toh phir silsile nahi milte...

******

Lamhe honge mulakat bhi hogi,
Ham sath hai to wo baat bhi hogi,
Jab kabhi jaroorat ho meri bas mudke dekhana,
Meri dosti hamesha aapke sath hogi...

Kahin chirag kahin rishte nahi milte,
Ham ek jahan me hote hue nahi milte,
Base raho hamari ankhon me khwabki surat,
Ke tut jaye toh phir silsile nahi milte..

*******


Yun toh zindagi me ajib mod ayenge,
Kabhi khushi to kabhi gam layenge,
Aap rakhana hamesha khayal khud ka,
Kyunki agar aap hasenge toh ham bhi muskarayenge...

******

Aapki khushi ki chah karte hai,
Bas itnasa gunah bar bar karte hai,
Aaj fir intezar hai aapka,
Dekhana hai kab aap hame yad karti hai.......

Kyon Rooth Jate Ho............

Uski gali mein phir mujhe ek baar le chalo
Majboor kar ke mujhe mere yaar ley chalo

Shayed yeh mera vehm ho, mera khayal ho
Mumkin hai us ko mere baad, mera malal ho
Pachta raha ho ab mujhe, dar sa utha ke woh
Baitha ho meri raah mein, aankhain biccha ke woh
Us ne bhi to kiya tha mujhe pyar, le chalo…


Uski gali mein phir mujhe ek baar le chalo…….

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Wo Kehti Hay......
Batao Be Sabab Kion Rooth Jatay Ho?
Main Kehta Hoon...
Zara Mujh Ko Manaao...... .Acha Lagtaa Hay

Wo Kehti Hay
Mera Dil Tum Se Aakhir Kion Nahi Bhartaa?
Main Kehta Hoon....
Mohabat Ki Koi Hadd Hi Nahii Hotii....!

Wo Kehti Hay....
Batao...Main Tumhain Kion Bhaa Gayi Itna?
Main Kehta Hoon...
Merii jaan Hadsay To Ho Hii Jatay Hain!

Wo Kehti Hay...
Achanak Main Tumhain Yoon Hii Rulaa Doon Tu?
Main Kehta Hoon...
Mujhay Darr Hay K Tu Bhii Bheeg jaaye Gi...!

But U Care For Her.........

As I Sleep Alone At Night,
I Wish I Was With You,
I Wish You Were Here With Me,
I Wish You Could Truly Be Mine Its Alright.

You Are Mine My One And Only,
As I Sleep Alone At Night,
I Wonder Where You Are,
What You Are Doing And Who With,
I Wish I Was The One That You Care For
But You Care For Her.

And You Will Never Feel The Same Way About Me
As You Do For Her.

Few Moments Of Love............

Sitting. Watching. Waiting
He was opposite me
Every few seconds his eyes glazed past mine
Seeing the pain in my eyes
And the hurt in his
I turned my head
I knew this was life
It was reality
Every second was either one of hurt or love
Seconds of love were fewer
Moments of hurt were mostly all I knew
But still every time our eyes met
I knew that everyone feels pain
But my eyes meeting his was one of the few
The few moments of Love

Only A Little While...............

I know we’ve only
known each other for
a little while but your
the one who really
makes me smile.
It could be the way you hold me
close, look into my eye’s and tell me
a funny joke, or the way you know exactly what to say and
every time I’m lonely you find a way to hold me........

Light Of Dawn............

I light a candle every day,
Hoping the pain will fade away,
But with the light of each new dawn,
Another day and your still gone.
I light a candle every day,
Hoping the pain will fade away,
But with the light of each new dawn,
Another day and your still gone.
I light a candle every day,
Hoping the pain will fade away,
But with the light of each new dawn,
Another day and your still gone.

Light Of Down............

Releasing Me............

It hurts when I think of you but its impossible not to
I wish I could let go but you don’t know
How much I miss you
Everyday I pray that you will take all the things back
All the horrible things you said
And we could be a family once again
But that day hasn’t come yet
And I am not sure it ever will
And I am willing to except that fact
I wish I didn’t dream of you
But I just don’t know how not to
But someday I will and someday I’ll move on
And learn to live without you
Someday you will free me and I will be ok
But for now I just need to say I am trying to move on
But something is holding me back
Figuring it out is the hardest part yet
Always I will care for you
Nothing can take that away
But right now I can’t be your child
For I am trying to spread my wings and fly away to a better place
Please don’t clip my wings I know it’s hard
But you need to give me back my heart
And let me have my brand new start.

What To Do..............

What do you do
when life seems hopeless,
when you're disappointed,
in despair,
when you've lost
something that held
meaning to you,
when tomorrow
is uncertain?
You keep trying,
hoping, and dreaming
anyway,
taking one day,
one problem
at a time,
knowing that
bad luck doesn't
last forever,
that tomorrow
your life could
turn around.
All is never lost.
All is never hopeless.
Despair doesn't
last forever.
And later we
often find
that even our
disappointments
turned out to be blessings.

Don't lose hope!

Don,t Give Up..................

Some days are a battle,
a steep climb uphill,
and you think you won't make it
and never will, but
don't give up!

When the money is low,
and the bills are high
and you hang your head
and want to cry,
don't give up!

Things will go wrong--
and they always will;
but try to smile when you
get the bill, and
don't give up!

Life may be a pallet
of gray skies and blue
but only storms can bring
a rainbow to you, so
don't give up!

Even when your spirit's flying low
and you're floating on doubt
and your whole life is
suddenly turned inside out,
don't give up!

Let me tell you
what success is all about,
it means hanging in there
and sticking it out! So
don't give up!

When you're tired
and you can't go on,
and your fuel is low
and your hope is gone,
don't give up!

Remember your dreams
even when they seem far,
because you never know
just how close you are, if you
don't give up!

The tide will always turn
when you're hardest hit,
So give it your all,
but never quit! And
don't give up!

Pray For Mankind..................

I had a dream
that made me cry.
It was too horrible to
describe to you,
a dream of buildings on fire,
of spirits roaming the land,
a dream of war, death
and destruction
all over the world.
I saw the United States
and I saw Egypt.

And I knew that God
was unhappy with mankind.
I could feel his deep
sense of sorrow.

But as I gazed at the rubble
through clouds of smoke,
I also knew that
there's hope, a way
to prevent this dream from
becoming a reality.

We must all pray to God!
not only for ourselves,
but for all mankind.

We must ask for his forgiveness.
God told us that we need
only ask to be forgiven,
to be saved.

Pray to him.
Praise him.
Ask that peace
prevail in the world.

And never
lose your faith in God!

Your faith is your salvation.

Secret Pass ward..............

There's a secret password
that you're going to need
to know when you reach
the pearly gates of heaven.
Only you can't simply recite
the password,
you have to speak it with
the heart.
So make sure that you
remember it and have
a lot of it within
if you hope to get in.

The word is Love!

Seek The Sun..............

Live today, friend,
and rejoice life.
Love what you love.
Let the red waves
of passion lead you.
When noontime shadows
assemble clouds,
let the world go on
while you seek the sun.
Absorb every ray
until they burn
through your troubled sky
growing ever bright,
behind the dark curtains
that fell upon the day.
For the world is
offering itself to you,
snatching the unkind winds
who mocked your misery,
and igniting a fire
in your imagination.

Seeks The Sun.........

Live today, friend,
and rejoice life.
Love what you love.
Let the red waves
of passion lead you.
When noontime shadows
assemble clouds,
let the world go on
while you seek the sun.
Absorb every ray
until they burn
through your troubled sky
growing ever bright,
behind the dark curtains
that fell upon the day.
For the world is
offering itself to you,
snatching the unkind winds
who mocked your misery,
and igniting a fire
in your imagination.

Some thing Beautiful

I hope you find
something beautiful
when you awake;
not riches or diamonds,
but something you'll value
for its spiritual sake.
I hope you receive a letter
from a dear old friend,
or relive fond memories
that have much happiness to lend.
I hope you receive lots of smiles
and touching words of cheer,
which serve to remind you
that God is always near.
I hope you find something beautiful
that will move you the whole day through,
a treasure that can't be measured,
to fill your heart and inspire you.

Up Side Down..............

Sometimes the whole world
seems upside down.
Everyone's wishing
upon the stars,
yet clinging to the ground.
But changing perspective
is not so hard to do,
if your passion matches
your faith in you.
Just sail on hope
and rise to the sky.
Don't even stop
to wonder why.
For anyone who dares
to embrace the stars,
is destined to soar
in great worlds afar........

Some Will Say..............

Some will say you can't do it.
They'll fill your head with doubt.
Some will say you should give up:
"It just won't work out."

But you can do it--
about that I have no doubt.
You should never give up,
because it will work out.

And when you're uncertain,
from negative voices that fill your head,
I hope you'll cast them out,
and hear my voice instead.

The Darkest Day...........

Don't rue any day
or any time.
Enjoy the silent
beauty of the night;
celebrate the darkest day;
relish the snow,
and the rain,
and the bitter winds,
and the fog that
spills over
the hills.
Let the lightning
blaze through the sky;
and the thunder roar.
Let the hail
fall hard and cold.
For all of these things
are part of your life,
and each day
and every moment
of your life is precious.
Besides, you'll
later find that
even the worst storms
and darkest days
held blessings
of their own.

I was There.........

I hope you'll
remember today
that God is there,
giving you
His love and care.
He's lending you
His strength,
sending many blessings
your way,
and giving you the gift of
a bright new day.

See Your Self......

I wish that
just for a moment,
you could see yourself
the way that others see you.
If you could,
you'd know that
you're a beautiful person,
loving, warm,
intelligent, and capable.
Instead of comparing
yourself to others,
I wish that you could
see yourself
according to your own
heart and soul,
and be happy
about who you are
and take pride
in the many wonderful
things you can do
and not be so hard
on yourself.
If you could look
in the mirror
and see yourself
for the first time,
you would see
an extraordinary person
with unique talents
and abilities
staring back at you.

God,s Plan..........

God protects you;
he holds your life in his hands.


God has some plans for you,
some small, some big, some grand.


God guides you,
with a brilliant shining light.


God watches over you
through morning, noon, and night.


God is always there for you,
to aid you in times of woe.


God tries hard to help you
see, and learn, and grow.


God has much faith in you;
there's nothing you can't achieve.


God encourages you
to try, to think, to believe.


God will always love you,
and he hopes you'll love him too.


God lends a shoulder,
to calm, support, and soothe.


God will wait for you;
he'll be there in the end.



God will welcome you,
because he's your friend.

Strength............

I have strength--
the strength
to do anything,
to accomplish my goals,
to endure,
to get through the worst day,
to face my trials,
to stand in humility,
to pursue my dreams,
to reclaim lost hope,
to handle all that's before me,
to try again,
to forgive and heal.

I have strength
because I have faith in God.

I know that He'll
always lead me along
the right path
and let me rest my
worries on his shoulders.

Garden In You............

We all have room to grow,
and every day there's
much to learn.
We can only bloom
when we know
that what we sow
is what we earn.
We must plant a garden
deep inside,
and work hard
to make it thrive,
for when it's in full bloom,
its blossoms
will bear joy and pride.
We can enjoy life
and have some fun;
we can spend some time
basking in the sun,
but to our dreams,
we must be dedicated too,
before the unique gifts
God gave us
can break ground
and shine through.
We must not count
every broken promise,
nor should we chain
another's soul.
We should never depend
on others
in order to feel whole.
Instead, we must look inside
to recognize our own worth,
and all we can do
with the knowledge
that our garden
can sprout and grow,
because dreams do come true.

stretch ur Wings.............

My dreams saved me.
Through them,
I escaped a trail of tears
and eluded the unyielding darkness
that had imprisoned me
in its icy clutch.


I let the wind carry me
on its shoulders
until I climbed above
the treetops,
and from up there,
I realized how
small and trivial
the obstacles below were.


And I found the sunshine
and inspiration
that had been missing
from my life.


Yes, my dreams saved me,
gave me purpose
so that I could soar
higher than I ever imagined--
all I had to do was
stretch my wings.


Have you stretched
your wings today? .........

Your Soul............

All of our worldly possessions,
our homes,
our cars,
our jewelry,
our furniture,
our property,
our money,
are merely borrowed
while we're here on earth.
When we pass on,
someone else will acquire
them all.

Even our bodies
will return to the earth.

We only own one thing
that we'll take with us
and keep for an eternity...
our souls.

Which goes to show that
most of us should reconsider
our earthly priorities.

After all, if we're going to
own our souls for an eternity,
we should make a good investment
in them so that they'll grow
to their fullest potential.

Mahfil.......

Jab bhi qareeb aati hoon batanay k liye
Zindagi door rakhti hai satanay k liye

Mehfilon ki shaan na samajhna mujhay
Main to hansti hoon gham chupanay k liye

In faaslon ko na samjho meri be-Wafayi
Main door hoon tumse, paas aanay k liye

Mat jano haqeeqat mere in Aansuon ko
Main to rooti hoon tumhein rulanay k liye

Koi gila nahi hai mujhay apni barbadi ka
Main to khaili thi aag se jal janay k liye

Ab duniya kuch bhi kahay, mujhay parwa nahi
Main to jeeti thi zindagi, mar janay k liye........

Zakhm.......

tujhe chu kar laga jaise ki
meri ruh ki janmo ki talas mit gayi,
bus ek tu he hai mere jism aur jahan main
baaki iss jahain ki saari yaad mit gayi.
*********
Mit gaye hain sab zakham, Bas nishaan baaki reh gaya,
Saza puri ho gayi, Karne gunaah baaki reh gaya.

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Uss k honton ka tabassum rahay qayaim “YA RUB”
Uss k jeevan main khushiyon ka basaira ker day…

Tu meri “KARB” ki raaton ko bhalay khatam na ker,
Uss ke her shaam k aakhir mai “SAWAIRA” ker day.

Uss k “DIL” k kisi konay main jaga day mujh ko…
Uss ki “AANKHON” ko meray sapnon say khaira ker day

Yeh meray dil ki dua hay “MERA MOLA SUN LAY”…
Saaaari duniya say chupa ker “USSAY MERA KER DAY”....

Fariyaad............

Muddat se mera dil hai k abaad nahin hai
Hoton pe magar aaj bhi faryad nahin hai

Khayalon men meray aata hai bs ek hi chehra
Aur us k siwa kuch bhi mujhay yad nahin hai

Phirtay hain sabhi log yahan sehmay huay se
Is shehar men jaisay koi aazad nahin hai

Daikha hai ujartay huay kitnay hi gharon ko
Hai kon jo is ishq men barbaad nahin hai

Urnay ko parinday sabhi par tol rahay hain
Lagta hai chaman men koi sayyad nahin hai

Dil jis ki judai men dharakta hai sar e shaam
Woh aam sa chehra hai pari zad nahin hai

Ek lehar si uthi hai hasan aaj phir dil main
Is lehar kay uthnay ka sabab yaad nahin hai

Aankhe Kitna Roti Hai.............

Tum kya jano yadon mai kho kar ankahin kitna roti hain.
dil mai apno may dard samo kar ankhain kitna roti hain.

tum kia jano sawal ka mosam kitni agg lagata hai.
barish ki bondoon ko chu kar ankahin kitna rotin hain.

ab to choti si bat par bhi yeh dil bhar sa jata hai.
halki si dil ko lagti hai thokar ankahin kitna rotin hian.

Ab to yeh jina bhi hum ko koi bojh sa lagta hai.
din bhar is baar ko dho kar ankahin kitna rotin hain.

zakham zakham hain ankhain meri maazi ki parchai se
apnay under lahoo dobo kar ankhain kitna rotin hain.

tum ek dunya nayi gaye ho tumko kya ehsaas.
in rahoon mai tanha si ho kar ankhain kitna rotin hain

Khuda Jaane...............

Pyaas Vo Dil Kii Bujhaane Kabhii Aayaa Bhii Nahin
Pyaas Vo Dil Kii Bujhaane Kabhii Aayaa Bhii Nahin
Kaisaa Baadal Hai Jiskaa Koi Saayaa Bhii Nahin
Berukhii Is Se Barii Aur Bhalaa Kyaa Hogii
Ek Muddat Se Hamein Us Ne Sataayaa Bhii Nahin
Roz Aataa Hai Dar-E-Dil Pe Vo Dastak Dene
Aaj Tak Hamne Jise Paas Bulaayaa Bhii Nahin
Sun Liyaa Kaise Khudaa Jaane Zamaane Bhar Ne
Vo Fasaanaa Jo Kabhii Hamne Sunaayaa Bhii Nahin
Tum To Shaayar Ho Aur Vo Ik Aam Saa Shakhs
Us Ne Chaahaa Bhii Tujhe Aur Jataayaa Bhii Nahin

Tere Ishq Me.................

Tere ishq me.n teri chaah me.n wo moqaam aa ke guzar gaya
Kabi muskara ke ghazal hua, Kabhi chot kha ke bikhar gaya

Wahi manzile , wahi qafile, wahi raaste wahi marhale
Mere Hamnawa tu kahaa.n gaya, mere Hamsafar tu kidhar gaya

Maen Chiraagh-e Sehr huun kya khabar, meri zindagi ki ho shaam kab
Kabhi muskaraya andheron me.n, kabhi aandhiyon se guzar gaya

Maen gulaab huun teri baagh ka, mere dil me.n khadsha zaroor hai
Ho Shuaaye.n tez to jal gaya, ho hawaye.n tez bikhar gaya

Koi raasta to zaroor hai , tere Dil ke paas se jaane ka
Maen issi firaaq m.n kho gaya, maen issi firaaq me.n mar gaya

Ye nawajishen ,ye karam tere, meri jaan leke hi chhoden ge
Maen Seraj roshan huun aaj tak, kya inayaton ka asar gaya ? !

Samjhte Hai Mujhe...........

"Yar bhi raah ki diwaar samjhtay hay mujhay....
Main Samjhta hon yaar samjhtay hay mujhay.........

Main to younh chup hon k andar se bohat khali hon........
aur sub log pur asrar samjhtay hay mujhay......

Main to badaltay huwe haalat mai dhal jaata hon.......
Dekhanay wale adakar samjhtay hay mujhay...........


Wo jo uss paar hay iss paar samjhtay hay mujhay.........
Wo jo ess paar hay uss paar samjhtay hay mujhay...........

Neik logon main mujhay neik gina jata hay........
aur gunhagar gunhagar samjhtay hay mujhay............

Tumhe Paa Na Sakenge.............

ye to malum hai k tumhe paa na sakenge
tumhara naam duniya k saamne la na sakenge
jaldi aa jaao k waqt rukhsat ka hai
tumhe dekhe bina duniya se ja nahi sakenge

Tamana-e-ishq to hum bhi rakhte hai,
kisi ke dil me hum bhi dhadakte hai,
na jaane hume woh kab milengi,
jis ke liye hum roz tadapte hai.

Fareb tha hasi mein, aashiqui samaj baithe…
Maut ko hi hum, apni zindagi samaj baithe….
Waqt ka mazak tha ya badnasibi hamari…
Unki do baton ko, Hum Chahat samaj baithe…!!!

Yeh Unki Bhi Aankhon Ka Qusur Hai
Main Tanha Gunahgar To Nahi
Woh Is Tarah Se Mere Dil Main Shamil Hai
Jahan Bhi Jaoon Lagta Hai Unki Mahfil Hai..

Kabhi Socha Nahi Tha..........

Khwaish aisi karo ki aasman tak ja sako,
Dua aisi karo ki khuda ko pa sako,
U to jeene k liye pal bahut kam hai,
Jiyo aise k har pal mein zindgi pa sako..!



Wo yaron ki mehfil wo muskrate pal,
Dilse juda hai apna bita hua kal
Kabhi guzarti thi zindgi waqt bitane me,
Ab waqt guzar jata hai chand kagaz k note kamane me.
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Fizayein kehti hain pyar karo
Baharein kehti hain ikrar karo
magar ye gharwale kehte hain
abhi umar kam hai beta
pehle degree toh pass karlo........



''Zindagi Taj Mahal ho jaye,
Chandani khil ke kamal ho jaye,
Tum jo ban jaao dost mere,
Dil ki dhadkan bhi ek Ghazal ho jaye......"

Hankering For Love..............

Whenever I think of you,
You smile at me and I at you…
When you blush as your tiny hair cover your cheeks,
I envision the twinkling moon stealing a look from mist…
Every word you speak jingles the strings of my heart,
That creates a rhythm for my day to start…

You are the choicest creation of gracious GOD
and every night I sleep to catch a glimpse of yours…
I wish one day I will be your sweetheart
and exchange our Sweet Nothings heart to heart….
Oblivious in your eyes I would come as close,
as the waves and the sea and the fragrance of rose…
I would reckon and breathe every breath of yours
and would caress you as the Sea and the Shores…

But I couldn’t decipher the enigma…
Why but God makes One love Other
and the Other yet another...
But if you tell me ones,
that you have the same feeling as I do...F
or I would make
The Wind Cease
The Earth thrill and
the Sky bow down
Just to say “I love you”.......

The Woods...............

When I First Wandered Deep In The Woods
Twas A Long Time Ago
I Was Then A Lad Of Ten Years Old
Living In A World Of My Own.

I felt No Fear, Neither Stress Nor Strain
Stillness Held Me Though,Twas Only When
The Sun Set and The Moon Gave No Light
I Cared To return Home.

When I Came To The Same Woods Again
Later As A Man With Dreams And Hopes
I Felt a Change In Me, I Knew
As I Paused To Walk Alone.

I Wished A Mate To Hold My hands
And To walk With Me and Roam
But Finding None ,The Woods Gave No Delight
I Longed To Return Home.

As Seasons Changed And I Grew In Age
I Came To The Same Woods Again
I Then Mingled With The Nature Around
And Found It a Place Fit For My Home.

The Woods was The same And So was I
Yet To Me It Changed With Time
Tell Me Friends, Why This If U Can
Or Is It By God Destined To Be So?.........

Know Thyself.................

When as a child, I asked my mother
Pray why am I born in this world
She dazed and paused but smiled and said
"Dear,to grow,earn and live well".

Live well I did and years rolled by
Yet my quest remained unanswered
And so I asked my Kith and Kin
Pray why am I born in this world?

Ofcourse they said in corus aloud
To look after us all well
I smelt their greed but took all in stride
The quest remained unanswered.

As I grew in age and wisdom
With my hair turning grey
I asked myself the unanswered quest
Pray why am I born in this world?

Lo and Behold the answer came
That I knew was right comjng from my heart
To know MY SELF and the SELF IN ME
And to see the same in my Fellow Hearts.

As I pondered well and deep
Clarity followed like the Day after Dawn
Birth I will have again and again
Till the Self In Me Is Seen By Me In All......

A Pang Of A School Boy...........

I Love To Get up on A Holiday Morn
And Hear the Birds Singing On every Tree
The distant neighbour Blows His Horn
I Wait For Him To Join Me.

Together We Study,Skip And Run
Enjoy The Morn Every Possible Way
The Birds Singing All Along
Make us Cherish Every Moment Of Day.

All Such Studies Made Under the Trees
With The Birds Singing All The Time
I Find,I Cherish And Remember well
Why Then I Can't Do This Every Day?

To Go To Studies On Other Days
It Drives From Me All My Joys Away
Under The Eagle Eyes My Master Casts
I Spend The Day To My Utter Dismay.

Tis Then At Times I Go To Shell
Remain In My Own Dreamy World
Many Such Anxious Moments I Spend
Till Brought To Earth, By My Teacher,Who Else?

The High Domed Walls With Marble Floors
Stacked With Wooden Planks Galore
To Me Appear Grey And Dull
With Mother Nature Just At A Moment's Throw.

How Can A Bird Born For Joy
Be Asked To Sit In A Cage And Sing?
How Can A Boy Who Nature Loves
Be Asked To Study In A Concrete Den?

Oh My Loving Mom And Dad
I Know Your Interest Lies In Me
But If Stripped Of My Infant Joy
How Can I Feel It Ever In Me?

Study I Must,I know, I Will
But Let Me Study The Natural Way
Let Me Join The Birds In The Trees
And Enjoy Their Singing As I Study Beneath.

Wishes On Your Special Day...........

You....my dear friend
a friend in need
a friend in deed
you are always there
in my happiness
in my sadness
sharing the good times
and the bad times
you.... a wonderful friend
with so much of care and love
I just could not thank you much
for everything you have done for me
i will always treasure your friendship
and as 20th. January is a special day
i wish you 'Many More Happy Returns Of The Day'
may God Bless you
showers you with lots of love
happiness and good health
love you as always my dear friend.

Moment.........

Have you ever been in a crowd, yet you felt alone?
Have you ever been in a house, that wasn’t a home?
How you ever been running fast but going no where?
Though you were loved but didn’t care?
That’s how I was for so many years.
I was smiling outside; but inside there were tears.
But the moment I met you, the day all my dreams came true.
You, nobody but you, made me feel that way, for
You, nobody but you, I pledge all my love!

Grown Up,S Nursary Rhyme...........

Scintillate,Scintillate Deminutive Asteroid
How I Wonder What Thou Art
Up Above The Space So High
Like A Sparkling Carbon In The Sky.

This when rewritten in simple words Will become The Famous Nursary Rhyme For Children----

"Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star
How I wonder What You Are
Up Above The Sky So High
Like A Diamond In The Sky.".......

Vellenelle To A Week End...............

Rejoice my soul! This scintillating evening,
Shout my heart! Shout your way out.
Coz’ its weekend time of rolling and rocking.

Drink and chase the highest kite sailing,
In the sky, dive tipsy go rolling about.
Rejoice my soul! This scintillating evening.

Dance your body like none is watching,
Move them in and move them out.
Coz’ its weekend time of rolling and rocking.

Wear the enthuse gears and lets go driving,
On starry night, singing throughout.
Rejoice my soul! This scintillating evening.

No office, no work and no waking up in morning,
It’s time for fun, for frolic and freak-out.
Coz’ its weekend again of rolling and rocking.

Party, hard before next week trudging,
Who cares for the Monday workout.
Coz’ its weekend time of rolling and rocking.
So, rejoice my soul! This scintillating evening.
Labels: poem, vellenelle, weekend.......

Inner Desire............

THOSE WORDS HAD SOME DEEPER MEANING
THERE WAS SOMETHING BEHIND DAT SMILE
IT WAS MORE THAN JUST A CARELESS CONCERN
I LONGED FOR DAT TOUCH
IN THOSE GLIMPSES OF DAT HEAVY RAIN

WHICH LEFT ME IN PIECES
DEEP DOWN A SOUL AWAITS TO BE REPLENISHED
TO EXPERIENCE THE BEAUTY IT MEANS TO LIVE IN
IN THE SHIMMERING EFFECTS OF LIGHT AND MAGIC
IT LONGS TO SEE...THIS IS THE REAL HOME
THIS IS THE PLACE SHE BELONGS TO

HOW MUCH IS THIS MIND AND BODY IN MY CONTROL...
I DON'T FIND ANSWERS
QUESTIONS ARISE TO ASSIMILATE TO A CONFUSION
OR ILLUSION ,SHOULD I SAY

A Song Of Love..........

A song of Love...

In your eyes that reflects shades of kohl,
rest my eyes stealing your nectar divine...
Your suave cheeks that wears black mole,
yearns my kiss, lingering like wetness of wine...
Words from my lips flutter but only for you,
like a bee hums a flower, I love you, I love you...

In your breath that scents the love around,
sinks my breath, forever in an endless time...
Your locks, like the fairies locks are bound,
when loose, cast a magic like a reckless chime...
Glances from my eyes escape but only to see you,
like a ray escapes sun to embrace a morning dew...

In your stride that sways like flowers of spring,
dances with mine in an enchanting tune...
Your voice, like cold showers of summer sing,
drives me insane like a peacock in monsoon...
The air's soft and moonlight teasing but only for you,
like a playful kiss that whispers , I love you, I love you...

In My Room...............

In my room
there is a profusion of words.
Words that have poured
out of the books,
stacked in the order of confusion.
Rows upon rows having marched out
picketed themselves in defiance of me.
Words unread and uncared for
preventing me from knowing their meaning
a depth of order in their lateral disorder.
And then there are the words,
having leaked out of restless dreams,
have taken refuge in the crevices.
Like roaches hiding from light
but nibbling away at a good-night's sleep.
Helter-skelter do they run,
as breaks the dawn
and its a voyeur who is left behind.
Some words though
have dropped out of conversations.
Words not assimilated
into the structure of thought
or the fluidity of understanding.
Orphans they are, spoken to be heard
but unheeded and unheard ,hence, contextless
have meaning but are identity-less.
Oh! these damned words
how bitterly do they fight
to make their own all the space available,
or to create a whole new space of their own,
to create a conscious identity,
or to own one like me,
to reclaim me.