Friday, August 21, 2009

Teri Aahat Ka Asar.......


"Teri Aahat KA ASHAR"







Zakhm Muskurate Hen Ab Bhi Teri Aahat Per
Dard Bhool Jate Hen Ab Bhi Teri Aahat Per

Shabnami Sitaroon Per Phool Khilne Lagte Hen
Chand Muskurate Hen Ab Bhi Teri Aahat Per

Umar Kat Di Lakin Bachpana Nai Jata
Hum Diye Jalate Hen Ab Bhi Teri Aahat Per

Teri Yaad Aaye To Neend Jati Rahti Hai
Hum Khushi Manate Hen Ab Bhi Teri Aahat Per

Ab Bhi Teri Aahat Per Chand Muskurata Hai
Khwab Gungunate Hen Ab Bhi Teri Aahat Per

Tere Hijr Me Hum Per Ik Aazab Taari hai
Chonk Chonk Jate Hen Ab Bhi Teri Aahat Per

Ab Bhi Teri Aahat Per Aass Lout Aati Hai
Ashq Hum Bahate Hen Ab Bhi Teri Aahat Per.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

I love Him Not You.......


I love him not you

I’m not sorry
That I broke up with you
It was better for me
It was better for you
You’ll never believe me now
Because you love me so much
But later you’ll realize
If we stayed together I would have to lie

You beg that you will change
You will do anything
And I’m sure you will
But there’s nothing that you can do
To make me love you again
Because I don’t see anything in you
Anymore

You ask “Did you EVER love me”
And I say “No, I just thought I did”
You ask “What do you mean”
And I say “I only liked you a lot. If I had loved you, we would still be together”

And that’s dead truth
If I loved you we would still be together
But I only liked you
And so that is why we are apart
I know that you are dying
Or at least, you think you are
But if I am really for you, I will come back
But I know that I’m not
Cuz I’m not coming back
Never
Ever
Cuz I love him
Not you
Deal with it
I care about him
Not you
Not you
Not you
Not you.....

Mask........


Hiding behind a mask, afraid to show you the real me
You think what you see, you shall believe
What you see is not always what you get
This mask hides the feelings, the ones I reject

This mask makes me afraid to let anyone in
Trying to hide things that should not have been
Do you see the inside of me and how I felt?
Do you see my compassion without a doubt?

This mask shows my love and my care for you
Do you see all of me, or just what you want to?
Afraid you’ll judge me, mock me, so I told a lie
I lied through my mask, it’s not wrong, but it’s not right

This mask makes me believe that you’ll accept me
Not for how I feel, but based on what I say and how I deal
This card game is coming up short
Soon you’ll see all the lies that I have dealt

My mask is breaking piece by piece
Your catching on and seeing the real me
You’re not angry that I hid behind this mask
You’re angry at all the lies that I have said.

Forgiveness.......


Forgiveness
Altho our hearts are togather..

I have a feeling that it’s will not be the same again.
Things change,
Characters will change too.
Just like our relationship will change…

I can live without you,
You can also live without me…
It’s the habits that bonds us together again,
Is Fate or our decisions?
A feeling that we shouldn’t be together…

There should be a better girl for you,
Not me…
I’m just a nobody, loner…
You deserve a caring and sweet girl.
Should we change our minds and return to the positions?

I wanted to give you a chance but I know,
I changes, everything changes…
Things aren’t the same…
Forgive me for not being with you at your side…
Forgiveness.