Thought.........

To laugh is to risk appearing a fool,
To weep is to risk appearing sentimental
To reach out to another is to risk involvement,
To expose feelings is to risk exposing your true self
To place your ideas and dreams before a crowd is to risk their loss
To love is to risk not being loved in return,
To hope is to risk despair,
To try is to risk to failure.
But risks must be taken because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing.
The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing is nothing.
He may avoid suffering and sorrow,
But he cannot learn, feel, change, grow or live.
Chained by his servitude he is a slave who has forfeited all freedom.
Only a person who risks is free.

Tears..........

I sat at my computer; brushing back the tears
Remembering times long ago
Close to fifty years
You were always there; sitting by my side
Listening to my endeavors
Things I tried to hide

I’m going to miss you; my dearest friend
The one who simply listened
Love you to the end
Your sickness has taken over; life seems so unfair
The time is growing shorter
With the graying of your hair

Wrinkles in your weary skin; the humor in your smile
Will always be remembered
I’ll sit by you awhile
You can call me by my name; or any name you choose
I’m scared to death of what’s to come
The friendship I will lose

We will sit and reminisce; look back over the years
It’s funny how our paths have crossed
I have to face my fears
God will come and take you soon; leaving me to cry
To face the world without you in it
Don’t even want to try

You’re the uncle, my best friend; the one who knows me best
It’s our closeness I will miss
When you’re laid to rest
You tell me not to worry; don’t be full of sorrow
Time on earth is almost over
There’ll always be a tomorrow

Disease has taken over your mind; your body needs a rest
Who am I to question God
He who knows you best
Thirty years older than I; a full life you have led
I’ll push back all my tears
And listen to what you said

I know I will miss you- my dear special friend
I will sit here by your side
And love you to the end..........

Angelic..........

Angelic
As the storm clouds release their brutal rage
i take comfort in the rain
im lost in the shroud of angelic tears
it washes away my pain

each day lasts an eternity
since we had to part
the cruel thoughts then run through my mind
make me realize that there is something missing in my heart

im fearful of the impending loss
that i just might have to endure
i think its just stupidity
but at times im not too sure

an angelic hand reaches out
and helps me through the day
it lets me know you love me
and soon ill be there to stay

this time apart is cruel
but its something we must do
because after all this time has passed
ill be back with you

Together Forever............

Your heart has been broken and scattered around.
But someone took the time until each piece was found.

He hunted and waited till the timing was right.
Got down on one knee and asked for a wife.

Your love for each other is so plain to see.
Together forever, you’re both meant to be.

Now a light shines out from deep within.
Knowing your life will be spent with your best friend.

Your wedding day is here and you’re surrounded by love.
As God looks over you from the heavens above.

The vows have been said, you’re now husband and wife.
With the rings on your hand, you begin your new life!

I wrote this for a good friend of mine on her wedding day!

I M Going To Miss Him................

I’m Going To Miss Him
Best wishes, cheers, hugs and kisses
spread throughout the room
as family and friends gather
to congratulate the bride and groom

he proudly stands next to her
with stars in his eyes
they looks so happy, so in love
it makes me want to cry

childhood memories surface
blurring my vision
as I watch them both
walking down the aisle

I can’t help but feel
sadness overwhelm my soul
seems it was just yesterday
when we were ten years old

playing tag on the merry go round
nobody ever said we’d grow up so fast
but somehow, we wound away the years
making memories to last

you know, its funny
how life takes you by surprise
I never thought this day would come
when I’d have to say goodbye

Trying To Say All That Lies Whithin

Life begins an unusual trend,
From the start, till the end,
Have been trying to live tall,
But things eventually get a downfall,

Silence does mean a lot,
I’ve been so silent for all that thought,
Loosing everything for what I fought,
But there is something dear that I’ve lost,

A need for change I began to feel,
All these cuts & so many burns to heal,
I’ve been trying to say all that’s within,
But all I manage to give is a grin,

This negativity has placated my mind,
My emotions are the ones I’m bind,
Tried to say all that’s on my mind,
But consequences are all that I can define,

Pain & remorse have been my friends,
They keep pushing me from all ends,
Tried to own all this torture I go through,
But I feel weak; I know it’s tru

You’ve been my thought; you’ve been my strength,
You’ve been the one I’d always depend,
Tried to tell you all this truth,
But all along I was afraid to loose you,

Read my mind, read these tears,
Read these lines of despair my dear,
I’ve tried to tell all that lies within,
But you never asked me why I grinned?

Vasant............

Sarson ke rang sa ,Mahuea ki gandh sa..

ik geet aour kaho MausameVasant ka...

honthon pe aane do ruke huea bol..

Rangon me basne do Yadon ke hindol..

Aalkon me Jharne do.Gehratti sham..

Jheel me pighalne do pyarr ke paigam..

Aapno ke sang sa,Behtti umang sa..

ek geet aour kaho mausame vasant ka..

Maliyanil.Jhonkon mein duubte Dalan..

Kesariya hone do bahon ke sivan..

aangon me khilne do tesuu ke Fhool..

Sanson tak behne do reshmi dukool..

tittli ke rang sa,udhtti patang sa..

ek geet aour kaho mausame Vasant ka..